My mood swings are getting to be more frequent and more irrational. Last Monday we lost Flash, I morned all week. But even through the morning my moods would run wild. From blind rage to bottomless sorrow to pure mania driven spurts of functionality. I had joy and peace dabled in their as well. It hasn’t relented yet. This morning I woke up with a panic attack. No triggers just complete debilitating panic. Thankfully I have a psychiatry appointment Thursday. Mom will be going this time to help explain things since its sometimes easier for someone on the outside to notice abnormal behaviors that I’ve just accepted as part of my day.